Monday 5 November 2012

Just for my record

As  I improve little by little, day by day, I ask myself over, over and over again, what have they done, what have they done, then i cry, but not for me, because I know what they have done. but for the young that are left in limbo, brain scans clear, so no diagnosis given. Which would be a good thing, if they were given alternatives to follow on the NHS. Its not Neurologists, Doctors or MS Nurses fault. Men and women in suits have done this to me and many many others in fact all of them....And that I find hard  to cope with, as I can't help them, not until I walk and then I must remain anonymous as they will hate me, as what they experience balance and pain wise is very very real indeed, but it is fixable even if they are bedridden and need the  use of a catheter.

It's an awful position that I find myself, but I have no choice